I am dead, but I am not dead inside.

Sadly true.

Something should be said about how when you are younger, you feel you can fall in love with someone in another State or Country and it will work out.  Then at some point you feel like if they are more than 10 miles away they might as well be dead.

staypozitive:

To girls:

• be the girl your boyfriend never thought he’d get.
• Be the keeper of his heart and never let him go.

To guys:

• be the guy your girlfriend always fantasized and dreamed about.
• Treat her right, don’t be afraid to show her how you feel.

To both:

• Trust each other.
• Put in equal effort.

n-0-s-t-a-l-g-i-aa:

this

My therapy isn’t working yet.  I just feel trapped in a catch-22.  I miss what I had, I can’t get it back because I can’t get better, and I can’t get better because I am so beat up over losing what I had.  

All the dates I have had, all the flings.  They just reinforce this.